I'm always so ridiculously bored and unmotivated. Nothing interests me. Hobbies are boring. I'm a decent artist but I get so bored drawing or painting. On Saturday and Sunday, it's like I should have never even crawled out of bed. I don't know what to do when I get up... besides take a shower and eat... And eating only after I get really hungry cause I keep putting it off or need to go to the store to buy food and just don't feel like going.
I have a full time job and that keeps me busy during the week but when I'm not working... Life feels so meaningless... Everyday is the same. They always talk about a God shaped hole that can't be filled... Well I'm a Christian so why am I not being filled up? Life feels like a big long waiting line to get to heaven. Just waiting to grow old and die so you can finally feel complete, excitement, joy etc... In the mean time you just sit in your home and try to keep yourself occupied with stuff that doesn't make you happy or excited.
I want a reason to get up in the morning. Please give me one...
I have a full time job and that keeps me busy during the week but when I'm not working... Life feels so meaningless... Everyday is the same. They always talk about a God shaped hole that can't be filled... Well I'm a Christian so why am I not being filled up? Life feels like a big long waiting line to get to heaven. Just waiting to grow old and die so you can finally feel complete, excitement, joy etc... In the mean time you just sit in your home and try to keep yourself occupied with stuff that doesn't make you happy or excited.
I want a reason to get up in the morning. Please give me one...