A Sad Poem

Feelind akward
And alone

A bit sad too

I try to fix
My akward body
Seems there is nothing
I can do

Just try to make it through
Another lonely
Miserably day

I'm tired of all
This suffering
And no

It's not okay

Don't want your sympathy
Or your prayers

Don't need a pat
On the back

Or anyone to say
"There there"

Is it the Father's will
For me to suffer so?

I look forward to heaven
To that place I hope
To go

Growing tired of the world
And the emptiness it brings

Praying to Jesus
As the birds sing

I just wanted to be normal
Wanted to feel
"Fine"

But I suffer everyday
Just to pass the time

Tall, lanky, and akward
And ugly too

This is the way
I was created
Nothing I can do

The gorgeous lady
Looked happy
With her stong and powerful
Black man

I live my life alone
Doing the best I can

Hey Jesus,
Way up in the sky up there

I'm tired of this suffering
I doubt you
Bleepin' Care

So I struggle and fight
To make it through
Another akward day

This is the poem
Of someone who cannot
Find happiness

And no it's not okay
Why couldn't I have been happy
A normal body
Or someone else

Feeling like this
Is bad for my health

So, who cares
Or whatever
I'll be fine

Just pass the bottle over
And let me sip that wine

Feeling akward
In this body
It's depressing too

Tried to change it
Nothing I can do

When other men have fun
And get to date

I'll sit alone by myself
Eating dates

What's up with the black man
and not just sharp dressed man
simply turn to wine
to pass the sorrow
excuse to keep using
beautiful human
Is vanity your quest
the date to impress
Jesus loves you
just the way you are
you think of worldly pleasures
and human status looks
there's somebody worse off then you
who doesn't even have a face
legs to walk arms to hold a hand
stuck on a breathing tube
paralyzed from the neck down
drunk driver who also drank the wine
because he too felt ackward and alone
your not alone eating dates

Yes, I know there is someone off worse than me. I often will write poems like this anyway.

I meant no harm excuse me if that may have seem that way but i can understand that in using soft kind words would seem cliche for you've probably heard those before. I do like your style of writing poems and I would say also to try and bring out those feelings of beauty and positiveness that I know are there I'd surely would like to hear that as well and other people here could be touched by your insight.

I know ur feeling. If u need to talk I'm here. God bless u and God never forget to loves u.

Pain is everywhere sad but true
People come and people go
Suffering never ends
Our hearts ache
Our body became weak
Change is the only permanent in life
If you don't help yourself get up
Who else would?

You need to grow
And to be strong
You only live once
So make the most out of it
Respect everyone
Turn your eyes upon the Lord
Be strong and take courage
Love your neighbor as you love yourself
Be fruitful and make the right decision!

Revelation 3:20 KJVS
[20] Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

pain, this for each of us is our common denominator, just at different levels and different times...

if only we can believe that God is in control and knows all...

then, eventually all will be well...

I feel your pain big time, here is my shoulder.