I wrote this upon accidentally ticking my g/f off resulting in her leaving me during a very stressful / painful time of her life while I wished I could be there for her.
"As Your Shadow"
Casted from your brilliant light
Away from the love and care you shine
How did this come to be
You meant everything to me
I didn't mean to walk this path
But I hurt you so much that I crashed
I didn't mean to break your heart
But now I'm casted into the dark
As your shadow, I see your pain
It is here where I feel so ashamed
Wanting so bad to change the past
Wondering how long my punishment will last
Remembering your vibrant face
Your soring beautiful grace
the times I spent holding you tight
the moments I was in your light
Now I see the pains you bare
Yelling in mute that I still care
Wishing I could comfort and protect
Yet now I cant even speak a subject
Im now the shadow you cannot touch
How I miss you so so much
Watching you weep from the pains you bare
How bad I wish I could be there
Even as your shadow I still deeply care
Wishing I could mend the wounds you share
Wishing I could protect you at night
Wishing I could be trust worthy and right
Even as your shadow my heart still glows
The only light which this vessle flows
Invisible to your beautiful vibrant eyes
Because I am your shadow in the darkness I'm tied
Always loving, with tremendous hope
that one day your sun will return to my abode
seeing and feeling the torments you endure
Wishing so bad that I could be your cure
In the darkness I watch you weep
So badly wishing I could hold you to sleep
I but when I look through the fallen bark
I know that Im the cause of this growing dark
Still I pleade that you have mercy on me
Because this outcome is simply something I didn't see
This shadow - the form of my eternal rest...
...wishing I could tell you I love you to death.
"As Your Shadow"
Casted from your brilliant light
Away from the love and care you shine
How did this come to be
You meant everything to me
I didn't mean to walk this path
But I hurt you so much that I crashed
I didn't mean to break your heart
But now I'm casted into the dark
As your shadow, I see your pain
It is here where I feel so ashamed
Wanting so bad to change the past
Wondering how long my punishment will last
Remembering your vibrant face
Your soring beautiful grace
the times I spent holding you tight
the moments I was in your light
Now I see the pains you bare
Yelling in mute that I still care
Wishing I could comfort and protect
Yet now I cant even speak a subject
Im now the shadow you cannot touch
How I miss you so so much
Watching you weep from the pains you bare
How bad I wish I could be there
Even as your shadow I still deeply care
Wishing I could mend the wounds you share
Wishing I could protect you at night
Wishing I could be trust worthy and right
Even as your shadow my heart still glows
The only light which this vessle flows
Invisible to your beautiful vibrant eyes
Because I am your shadow in the darkness I'm tied
Always loving, with tremendous hope
that one day your sun will return to my abode
seeing and feeling the torments you endure
Wishing so bad that I could be your cure
In the darkness I watch you weep
So badly wishing I could hold you to sleep
I but when I look through the fallen bark
I know that Im the cause of this growing dark
Still I pleade that you have mercy on me
Because this outcome is simply something I didn't see
This shadow - the form of my eternal rest...
...wishing I could tell you I love you to death.