Holy or hot?

Do you really think
I would ever talk the way you talk?
Ever walk the way you walk?
Ever mark the words you mark
In your heart?
No, sorry
'Cause my heart
Isn't as hard
As yours
It's not speechless yet
And I can't just forget
The things that happened between us
It makes me so sad
I'm just not like you
Anymore

Do you think God judges us by our age and gender?
So you can stay a pretender
No, really not
Like that you'll end up hot
As hot as hell
And now you may say ''Well
At least I had a good life''
... That's so ****ing stupid
So stop acting wise
Telling lies
To follow my heart is childish?
...
Sorry, was speechless for a mo'
Tell me I will end up low!?
Woah
No
Really, stop your show
'Cause this can't be our opinion
Treating me like a minion
But man, I can say more than ''banana''
Or ''hakuna matata''
I'm no kid
But submit
Whatever you want me to fit
In
I'll stay who I am
Even if you as my fam'
Are against it
This is MY life
And I gotta follow MY signs
The signs of my God
The only one who should ever treat me like his kid
And who will decide if I end up HOLY or HOT

Try not to curse even if you censor it okay?