I Don't Care

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Gunner

Gunner

Junior Member
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Apr 9, 2010
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I DON’T CARE

There in my room I weep as the clock ticks away,
My emotions run down my face, I let the tears run wild.
Soon it will be a new day and not a wink.
Laying in the dark I am not alone, but I’m blind.
My selfishness and self loathing is all I see.
I don’t care, It’s all about me.
.
This loneliness drives me mad.
Drawing out the anger and depression
Bottled inside me like a damn ready to burst;
These emotions I hide from the world ,
Masked with false happiness and a smile.
The pain I feel is deep and nothing will fill the void.
I don’t care about life. I just want to die.

Only God can save me from myself. He already did.
His son bled for me. Was sacrificed on a cross for me,
Died for me, and doing so saved me.
So why do I love to hate him when all goes wrong?
My pride denies me to bend my knees and be humble.
I need to stop running.
I need to return like the prodigal son. I know he will
welcome me back with open arms and forgiveness.
I don’t care, I just want to run.

I run from you oh God. I run like a Gazelle fleeing a lion.
Yet I cannot escape; I cannot escape your love.
You are with me every step, every minute, every second.
You are the light in my darkness, but I refuse to be led.
My pride is my weakness. You are my strength.
Whom do I fear when you are with me?
Those bullies mock and tease me. I can’t love you.
I don’t care, I just want to Hide.

I am at the end of the line.
When will I learn that all I need is you oh Lord?
When I am broken and beaten?
God forgive me of my foolishness. Give me believe in my unbelief.
Give me faith like a child. I fall to my face in surrender.
I give you all. I give you my Life. Here I am send me!
I don’t care, I just want to Love you!
 
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pwrnJC

Banned
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Dec 1, 2014
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First of all, a man-made object that blocks water is called a DAM....the extra 'N" makes it a curse word! Second of all, yes, your past and all the emotions involved is very evident, but the HOPE is in CHRIST alone and it seems that, out of desperation, you claim you have met GOD..however, you ask the question "Whom do I fear when YOU are with me?" and your answer is 'Those bullies...I can't love YOU!"...it produces a paradox...one moment, you are at the end of the line, next moment, you ask for ''give me belief in my unbelief"...it's like...wow! If I throw all my broken pieces in a bag and whatever falls out, so be it!
 
PennEd

PennEd

Senior Member
#3
Apr 22, 2013
13,032
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Gunner said:
I DON’T CARE

There in my room I weep as the clock ticks away,
My emotions run down my face, I let the tears run wild.
Soon it will be a new day and not a wink.
Laying in the dark I am not alone, but I’m blind.
My selfishness and self loathing is all I see.
I don’t care, It’s all about me.
.
This loneliness drives me mad.
Drawing out the anger and depression
Bottled inside me like a damn ready to burst;
These emotions I hide from the world ,
Masked with false happiness and a smile.
The pain I feel is deep and nothing will fill the void.
I don’t care about life. I just want to die.

Only God can save me from myself. He already did.
His son bled for me. Was sacrificed on a cross for me,
Died for me, and doing so saved me.
So why do I love to hate him when all goes wrong?
My pride denies me to bend my knees and be humble.
I need to stop running.
I need to return like the prodigal son. I know he will
welcome me back with open arms and forgiveness.
I don’t care, I just want to run.

I run from you oh God. I run like a Gazelle fleeing a lion.
Yet I cannot escape; I cannot escape your love.
You are with me every step, every minute, every second.
You are the light in my darkness, but I refuse to be led.
My pride is my weakness. You are my strength.
Whom do I fear when you are with me?
Those bullies mock and tease me. I can’t love you.
I don’t care, I just want to Hide.

I am at the end of the line.
When will I learn that all I need is you oh Lord?
When I am broken and beaten?
God forgive me of my foolishness. Give me believe in my unbelief.
Give me faith like a child. I fall to my face in surrender.
I give you all. I give you my Life. Here I am send me!
I don’t care, I just want to Love you!
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Thanks for sharing this brother. Know that you are not alone in your struggle, and by that I mean others, myself included go through this.Praise God that you know the cure. May the peace of the Lord envelope your heart and mind.

Peace Grace and Love to you, in Jesus name.
 
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