The Darkness I Feel Inside

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JesusFreek

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This darkness inside of me,
It never goes away.
I am constantly struggling
To keep depression at bay.

On the brightest days of the year
It consumes me without warning,
And through the beauty of the day
Nothing explains its coming.

I try to hide.
I don't want people to worry.
But the darkness I feel inside
Threatens to choke the life of me.

There is no black and white,
No out or in.
It comes and it goes,
This blackening sin.

Save me! Help me!
Is what I scream and shout;
But only on the inside
All I want is out.

Save me! Help me!
Inside I am drowning.
Be my something to hold onto
And make a smile from my frowning.