She closes her eyes
and makes a wish
Hoping that maybe
he still exists
that guy she learned about
every sunday
she heard his name more times then she can count
but this pain
is to real to overlook
where was he
like stated in that book
"he will never leave you
or forsake you"
then what did she do
to be put through the rape and abuse
and now shes just used
she tried to put it behind her
but it became real again
when he cheated on her
making it feel like there was never an end
shes still just as used
as before
she tries to stay strong
as she closes her door
for the babies within her
the beautiful unborn
shes falling apart
but she knows within her heart
that they are on the way
so she can fall apart another day
shes a mom now
she has to stay strong
no matters who's around
she just wishes so much
that she could feel him
the guy who says shes loved
where is he
when she needs him to show her
she is good enough
she doesn't pray
and wont go to church
for reasons, concealed
So God if your real
please see me as worth it
and come heal
this brokenness inside
Show me your alive...
and makes a wish
Hoping that maybe
he still exists
that guy she learned about
every sunday
she heard his name more times then she can count
but this pain
is to real to overlook
where was he
like stated in that book
"he will never leave you
or forsake you"
then what did she do
to be put through the rape and abuse
and now shes just used
she tried to put it behind her
but it became real again
when he cheated on her
making it feel like there was never an end
shes still just as used
as before
she tries to stay strong
as she closes her door
for the babies within her
the beautiful unborn
shes falling apart
but she knows within her heart
that they are on the way
so she can fall apart another day
shes a mom now
she has to stay strong
no matters who's around
she just wishes so much
that she could feel him
the guy who says shes loved
where is he
when she needs him to show her
she is good enough
she doesn't pray
and wont go to church
for reasons, concealed
So God if your real
please see me as worth it
and come heal
this brokenness inside
Show me your alive...