I've always had problems for getting friends.
When I was a teen, I was too introvert, and the people in my school (including my so called "friends") were mean to me because I was christian.
In the university, I became more outgoing and that helped me to fit into many groups and make many buddies, but only a handful of true friends that I could trust. None of them were christians, so that affected my relationship with the Lord.
I have 12 years attending the same church, but haven't got a single friend in all that time.
I have a cousin which I consider my best friend, but she has got away from the Lord and I don't feel comfortable talking to her now.
The only one I trust to talk very deep stuffs right now is this male friend I have, "R", but since there's a romantic interest involved and some people in my family know there's something going on, and we are praying so God tell us the right time to make public our relationship, I don't think is appropriate that I only talk to him.
I feel I need a christian mature female friend (that's why I created this profile in CC in the first place...) but I feel it's hard for me to "click" with other women cause I don't like things women usually do, like shopping, nails, makeup, hair, clothes and all that kind of girlish stuffs.
I mean, I do care about my appearance, and I stay rapt in the storefront of Forever 21, but I don't like talking about that all the time. I rather spend my time discussing about deeper stuff, or something I feel passionate about,like culture,languages, food, plants, architecture, God, personal finances, and lately anime, cosplay and geeky stuff.
Any other non girly-freaky girl who loves God and wants to befriend?