Sometimes life just is "bleh". Even the great people of the bible had rough times. Sometimes it feels soooo tempting to just go hide in a cave and give up on the world and on life. The key seems to be faith, as in trust. Whenever I loose this, things seem to go downhill, then when I try to take steps of faith again, it seems things lighten.
Trust in the Lord, He loves you.
Psalm 61
1 Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer.
2 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
3 For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy.
4 I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.