I'm 28, educated, and never been married. I live in a town that has married and dating couples. Everytime I walk down the street or if I'm at the grocery store or at walmart and I see either a dating couple or a married couple, I always leave the store crying in my car because I want a significant other in my life. On my mom's side of the family, my cousins are dating, getting engaged, even being married. On my dad's side, some of my cousins are divorced, engaged, married and dating. I sometimes envy them. Sometimes I'm afraid that I will end up being an old maid.
Last night (June 25th), I dreamt that I was 75 years old, lonely and living with 10 dogs, 2 cats and 25 singing canaries!!!! Sometimes I think that this would be me in the future as an old spinster.
Why can't I find a man who I would like to grow with spiritually and romantically to the point where I would become Mrs. instead of Miss?
Last night (June 25th), I dreamt that I was 75 years old, lonely and living with 10 dogs, 2 cats and 25 singing canaries!!!! Sometimes I think that this would be me in the future as an old spinster.
Why can't I find a man who I would like to grow with spiritually and romantically to the point where I would become Mrs. instead of Miss?