Your walk with the Lord is not based on "feelings" it is based on faith which is fed by the Word of God, Heb 13v5 states: "For He Himself has said,
"I will never leave you nor forsake you."
Read and mediatate upon faith building promises from the Scriptures and get your (close) Christian friends to support you in prayer, also go along to fellowship meetings where you can feel God's Presence (if you can't feel His Presence in a meeting then simply leave and find one where you can feel His Presence), also get fellowship with
MATURE LOVING Christians!
You can find a short study
Here that will help you.
Yahweh Shalom...