I want to be united with a women in my life. I pray for discernment in all my decision making moments. Jesus teaches the persistence in prayer to be heard. Am I misreading situations and missing God's blessings when there is an obvious attraction with a women and I don't pursue her? Am I being too open about my lack of confidence engaging with the opposite sex? I have an idea in my mind of what I want in a potential life partner. Are my standards too high for myself and the discombobulation of my mind seconds prior to speaking to them cause for avoidance or a lesson to work through to learn charisma?
I'm in my mid 30s, single, learning Christianity and searching for a better relationship with God. I have what I consider less than ideal situations in my past that I allowed to condemn me that I learn to live with on a daily basis. I have many inadequacies that I'm aware of that I work on on a regular basis. Some days are more dedicated than others. I enjoy life and am looking for a potential life partner with like views. Here's a disclaimer. I'm *unemployed, some **college, a problem with ***alcohol, ****cigarettes, *****homelessness, ******issues when 'Christians' tell me about God's plan.
*I search for work on a regular basis.
**I am enrolled to attend class in Spring
***I have 115 days of sobriety.
****I have 28 days without cigarettes.
*****I live in a sober living.
******I attend a worship service weekly and am learning 'God's Word.'
Im thankful for every breath, it is a reminder for all God has done for me and the chance at opportunity to do more.
I'm in my mid 30s, single, learning Christianity and searching for a better relationship with God. I have what I consider less than ideal situations in my past that I allowed to condemn me that I learn to live with on a daily basis. I have many inadequacies that I'm aware of that I work on on a regular basis. Some days are more dedicated than others. I enjoy life and am looking for a potential life partner with like views. Here's a disclaimer. I'm *unemployed, some **college, a problem with ***alcohol, ****cigarettes, *****homelessness, ******issues when 'Christians' tell me about God's plan.
*I search for work on a regular basis.
**I am enrolled to attend class in Spring
***I have 115 days of sobriety.
****I have 28 days without cigarettes.
*****I live in a sober living.
******I attend a worship service weekly and am learning 'God's Word.'
Im thankful for every breath, it is a reminder for all God has done for me and the chance at opportunity to do more.