Zero,
That's a picture of Jazz Jennings, correct?
It's so sad to me that he (identifying as a she) is held up as a "role model" for society and gender identity when he isn't even old enough to have formed a solid identity yet.
This is a touchy subject to me. There are no quickfix or a certain thing to blame. Well. The only quickfix is Jesus, and if you could blame only one thing is the evil one. So. If you mind. Could you please join me in prayer for my son. He is living the lie as a she. And it breaks my heart. Perhaps it was because I was raising him by myself. Perhaps I should have blocked the internet, perhaps I should have spent more time with him reading the Bible. Perhaps... I can blame my self for hours. It doesn't help much, does it?
Toinena,
Please don't beat yourself up. I'm sure you did everything you could. There are many Christian parents who are struggling with the same issues with their own children. I will surely remember your son in my prayers.
This is only my own half-baked theory but our society today is one that is addicted to attention. Sometimes it can even be a matter of survival. After all, isn't that what we're all told to do? We have to add a little "snap" and "flash" to our resumes to "make ourselves stand out", or else we're just another faceless group of words lost in the heap of other nameless candidates. The advice I've read for women going on interviews is to wear something appropriate but memorable (like an accessory) that will help those conducting the interview remember her.
Most people today will do anything to set themselves apart for attention and grab a few pats on the back. After all, isn't that why everyone posts the best, most fun, and exciting moments of our lives on the internet? We're all looking for the attention, approval, and sometimes even the envy of others.
I personally wonder if a lot of the men who "want" to be women are really addicted to attention the receive as a "woman." After all, attractive women receive more attention (not to mention sexual attention) than anyone else in society. I often wonder if "gender issues" are frequently really just a matter of trying to grab a slice of the pie.
And, I wonder if, like so many others, these people mistake, or prefer the attention they receive to real love--which happens to plenty of straight, "normal" people as well (think of catfish on the internet.)
I think it's a very confusing time for everyone in our society. I would love to see men be able to be more open about their feelings. And I've always felt a need to be "tough", because I always figured guys had enough to deal with--they wouldn't need to deal with my issues on top of it, even though I had always wished to find someone who could.
But somewhere along the line, I think I became more like Rambo-punzel instead of Ra-punzel. Instead of brushing a long rope of hair, I sometimes feel like I'm wielding an emotional machine gun, and I'm trying to work on that. (Secretly, sometimes it would be nice to have someone to fall apart around now and then.)
I also have a strong heart for people who are caught "in-between" gender/identity issues because my whole life is caught in-between issues of class, race, and age.
I know that's not quite the same as a a gender identity problem, but I really understand this feeling of, "Who am I? I don't know who I am, or where I'm meant to be, and I don't. fit. in. anywhere."
I always feel a tug in my heart towards people like that, because I'm always longing to give them a group or cause that they really feel like they're a part of, because that's what I'm always looking for, too, and I know God is the only way to find it.