Hello!
. So, yeah, I've read ur post girl and I can sense that you're very disturbed by your friend's decision in his relationship. But like you said, "you're not rushing into anything", so that being said, why not just focus your attention more in other things that u can do now. Strengthen your relationship to God more, spend time exploring your potential as young gal. Make some friends who are "girls" because history might repeat itself if you'll befriend another guy. So stick to girl friends and while you're waiting for the right time. . .who knows? The tables might turn you might end up with your guy friend. I'm not saying u should hope for it, no, you might get hurt more if u do and get disappointed at the end. I'm just saying you should wait for the right time
. The earth is sphere and if you and him turn your back from each other and take opposite paths , at the end you'll find each other if you really are meant to be, and if you two aren't.... then someone who is " for you " will meet you at the end.