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I'm on vacation now. It's actually a staycation, since my brother and sister are up for the week, so I get to spend a lot of time with the family. It's my first ever paid vacation and my first real vacation since 2012. So, if I'm not around much, that's why, though I haven't been around much on here lately anyway! I go in spurts, it feels like.
 
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Update

I've been thinking about doing this all day, but just haven't been up to it. I'm still not up to it, but pushing myself.
This day has been way harder on me physically and mentally, than i expected. I'm stressed and uncomfortable at the moment. So please pray tomorrow goes smoother and easier for me.
 
SAS

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I'm praying and will be praying!!!
Peace be with you brother!!!

Ugly said:
Update

I've been thinking about doing this all day, but just haven't been up to it. I'm still not up to it, but pushing myself.
This day has been way harder on me physically and mentally, than i expected. I'm stressed and uncomfortable at the moment. So please pray tomorrow goes smoother and easier for me.
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ronnie2796

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Praying for you Ugly!


On another note, to add to this seemingly already stressed out and unhappy thread,...

I just really hate being treated like nothing I have to say has any value to anyone. I get more respect here on CC than I ever do in my life, and I just don't understand. Work was tough tonight,...

I know all the answers here,..
I am valuable, because of Jesus. I should love others, because of Jesus. I will be hated by many, because of Jesus. And I will still be loved, because of Jesus.

Its just hard. My mom keeps promising to "Be my best friend if I'll let her", But then she turns right around and tells me that how I'm feeling just doesn't matter, in any way,......I could just cry and cry right now :(

And PS, please don't think I'm resenting Jesus,...He's the only reason things didn't completely blow up tonight,...I'm just venting. I'm upset, and I'll probably regret sharing all of these feelings with the world tomorrow. I tend to bottle everything up until I can't :/
Anyway, as lame and sad as I am,..I could use some prayer,..
 
Grace-Like-Rain

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I am home. It was a great week.

Ugly, I'm praying for you brother. Hang in there.

Lil, I am so sorry to hear about your kitty. Ahhh... :(
 
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So i decided to take a walk to get out of the room, destress and maybe walk off some of the aches (only mildly effective). As i walked by the nurses station a nurse springs up and asks if i'm ok, and saying how i'm bleeding out of my ear 0.0
Oops, it was just the new red ear buds i bought with the red cord. But on first glance i guess it looked different haha. I'd forgotten about them at first and it freaked me out for a second til i remembered.
oi!
 
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I hear you, Ronnie. I been treated as if everything I thought, said or did had little importance. I was contemplating on whether or not to give a rant on something similar along with other things that are upsetting me, but I won't. I need to do some studying and some more job searching. In the end just make smart decisions for yourself, move out or if you plan to dorm while in college then look forward to that at least and it'll be alright. Don't hold up on anything for too long, or otherwise, well... You will become just like me. :p
 
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I don't like having my nails painted anymore.
I guess that's weird.
I used to be obsessed with that kind of stuff *Shrug*.


I like this I don't know why.
 
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Ugly said:
Update

I've been thinking about doing this all day, but just haven't been up to it. I'm still not up to it, but pushing myself.
This day has been way harder on me physically and mentally, than i expected. I'm stressed and uncomfortable at the moment. So please pray tomorrow goes smoother and easier for me.
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*hugggsssssss* paying for you.
 
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Can't sleep. Need to be up in six hours. First world problems. :l
 
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Aww ugly, I feel bad for kicking you now :(. Will be praying for you <3

Ronnie, I know how that feels... It seems like I'm the only one whoever tries to become the better person for my family and no one else really cares... And I went thru the same thing with my mom as well... After awhile I realized she had the best intentions but could never be my friend because she's my mom... I don't wanna discourage you... Just know that the voice telling you that you have no value is lying... Cling to the truth tightly as you have been. Feel free to PM me if you ever need to vent or anything. <3 *hugs*
 
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Ugly said:
So i decided to take a walk to get out of the room, destress and maybe walk off some of the aches (only mildly effective). As i walked by the nurses station a nurse springs up and asks if i'm ok, and saying how i'm bleeding out of my ear 0.0
Oops, it was just the new red ear buds i bought with the red cord. But on first glance i guess it looked different haha. I'd forgotten about them at first and it freaked me out for a second til i remembered.
oi!
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Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuude!!! You don't even realize it,but that was so METAL of you! \m/ :cool: \m/ Total shock value w/out even trying.lol Praying all goes well & you start feeling better. I can imagine how sucky all this is on you...hang in there bro.
 
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iTOREtheSKY said:
Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuude!!! You don't even realize it,but that was so METAL of you! \m/ :cool: \m/ Total shock value w/out even trying.lol Praying all goes well & you start feeling better. I can imagine how sucky all this is on you...hang in there bro.
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haha... hadn't thought of that. woot.
Yeah, i had some issues with the meds they're giving me, but hoping they have it balanced out now. Thanks man.
 
homwardbound

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Immawildthing said:
My sweet baby has pink eye, my wonderful fiancé hasn't been feeling well, my amazing best friend just had yet another miscarriage (her fourth in a row), and her parents just got in a car wreck... Somehow I'm feeling like this is all my fault... I don't know why I feel that way, but I do, and I feel completely helpless to try and fix it :(
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To begin with Sis, not your fault, and pray for all to come together and just love to all, in compassion and hope, then just trust Father all in all to work all this out for all to get stronger in believing God or come to belief in God

Count it as a blessing to teach us all something in trust through it and not blame anyone. For the rain rains on us all, whether good or bad you think? Is there any discernment form the rain, I think I will rain her on these bad people and another standing next to them as good, gets one
[h=3]John 16:33[/h]Living Bible (TLB)

[SUP]33 [/SUP]I have told you all this so that you will have peace of heart and mind. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows; but cheer up, for I have overcome the world.”

so we can be content in all our sorrows can we not, by trusting God to get us through it? Not our fault
God saw this and sent his Son for to redeem us in Spirit and truth, the thought process, that when you feel it to be your fault, as in thoughts, you are stealing, killing and destroying you, along with others helping you
For if you are led by this, you are trapped
God loves all, and the enemy is out to stop, ones that tell truth, as in these people trying to be stopped. So send out the praise and worship band to destroy the enemy that is trying to keep you in guilt, okay?
 
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ronnie2796 said:
I know all the answers here,..
I am valuable, because of Jesus. I should love others, because of Jesus. I will be hated by many, because of Jesus. And I will still be loved, because of Jesus.

Its just hard. My mom keeps promising to "Be my best friend if I'll let her", But then she turns right around and tells me that how I'm feeling just doesn't matter, in any way,......I could just cry and cry right now :(

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Don't cry Ronnie. And you are valuable to Jesus, and to others as well, and perhaps also to that special one who may come into your life when you are least expecting it.
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homwardbound

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Immawildthing said:
My sweet baby has pink eye, my wonderful fiancé hasn't been feeling well, my amazing best friend just had yet another miscarriage (her fourth in a row), and her parents just got in a car wreck... Somehow I'm feeling like this is all my fault... I don't know why I feel that way, but I do, and I feel completely helpless to try and fix it :(
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And on the miscarriages, am sorry for that person to go through this, she is not alone her ein this world, and am in prayer for her contentment in this tragedy
Love to you Sister no matter what others say, think nor feel, for it is a fact God does love us, and tha tis not easily seen in this physical plane
 
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Raine said:
Aww ugly, I feel bad for kicking you now :(. Will be praying for you <3

Ronnie, I know how that feels... It seems like I'm the only one whoever tries to become the better person for my family and no one else really cares... And I went thru the same thing with my mom as well... After awhile I realized she had the best intentions but could never be my friend because she's my mom... I don't wanna discourage you... Just know that the voice telling you that you have no value is lying... Cling to the truth tightly as you have been. Feel free to PM me if you ever need to vent or anything. <3 *hugs*
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I gave up trying to be the better person for my family years ago and started trying to become the better person for myself. I don't agree with your statement that nobody cares because somebody does.
 
homwardbound

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Immawildthing said:
I honestly think we're all being attacked right now.
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What does evil attack? The ones that spread love, God's type in 1 Cor 13:4-13, and so when one has suffered in the flesh, they have remained to trust God no matter what, and see the light as Martin Luther saw finally it being all God and the God just love you, me and all, that fact can;t be removed, and when it ids seen by others they tell others and are set free from religion to a personal relationship with Father by Christ, and then collectively love one another daily as we go about in this world carrying this good news with, with a joy and peace that passes all understanding, and others see it and ask as you go, and God speaks through you to them with the love, joy, peace and quietness, and not religious dogma, of must do in order to get
If I must then God's free gift is not free is it?
 
homwardbound

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JustAnotherUser said:
There better be pets in heaven. What would heaven be without them?
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We might be tooooooooooooo busy praising Jesus and Father to even notice you think? Maybe, we will all see when we get there and no more tears, no more pain, all is well there, and we all are invited to share this truth to all
God just love us all, shown by Son Christ. So in hope can we relax as we all do go through tragedies here in this life?
Philippians 4:11 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.
So can we still praise God in the midst of any and all adversity?
 
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