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Ugly

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Maybe you need a computer with better quality images or should zoom in on the picture xD. There is surely no red stains on that hand!
Well, at first glance it does appear a rather brutal and battered hand. And yes, i have a good monitor and i do see what appears to be some red parts in there as well. But if you take a moment to look closer you can see that the intent is not the brutal beaten looking hand it sees to be at first, but rather than tried and tested hand of a person that has just left a creative fervor of painting. Or so it would appear.
 

tourist

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Oh I just realized this... When you guys are speaking of missing the rainbow you meant my avatar! I'm completely not paying attention xD

Hmm... I like the paint on the hand for now... For a little while at least... Been working on this beautiful awful mess...
Yes. I prefer your brilliant rainbow with the raindrops as that lights up the room. There is enough doom and gloom on this site as it is. Been working on an awful mess myself these days but I would not classify it as beautiful. It looks like to wash the hand you would need some industrial strength hand cleaner. I guess I am not picking up the vibes from whatever that is suppose to represent, but that's just me.
 

tourist

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Maybe you need a computer with better quality images or should zoom in on the picture xD. There is surely no red stains on that hand!
I agree. There sure is red stains on that hand. Probably from picking raspberries I would surmise.
 
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Ugly

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UPDATE ON HEALTH

Ok guys. I know i haven't updated as i didn't want to make things a big deal. But I am out of the hospital today, finally. Though there are still some prayer needs that would be appreciated. Here's the short of it.
Wed i have to go in for the day for more treatments. And again on Friday. Not staying the night just day time. The treatments take a few hours. They first give me an antibiotic IV, a steroid IV (to go along with the handful of steroids they put me on) and a benadryl pill (yes give me something that puts me to sleep and jacks me up at the same time). This takes about an hour for the IVs. Then they start me on the main medicine for the rejection issue which takes another 6-8 hours. Depending on how fast they feel they can introduce the medication.
The first day i had it rough as it seemed to lower my blood pressure, and already being on blood pressure meds, it became a bit much. So the next 2 days they skipped one of my blood pressure meds to avoid that, but, ironically, the medicine didn't seem to affect my blood pressure and it stayed up pretty high. Now i have two more days of treatments, so i guess i need to avoid taking the blood pressure meds again? Makes me nervous as my blood pressure was jack up pretty high on that med, so how bad will it get tonight without that treatment medication?
Anyways, next week i am scheduled to go back to the post-transplant clinic for a follow up and to give the treatments a few days to see if they hold steady. If not i'll have to go back for more treatments. If things remain steady then they'll just work on balancing my meds more accurately. I'm currently taking 11 medications now. The steroids are temporary and will taper off once things are secured.
The steroids though, between the pills and the IV make me anxious i've discovered. As some of you know i've battled anxiety in the past, so there's this internal push to keep feeling anxious. I've done pretty well keeping it under control, but any additional prayer to help would be appreciated.
In short the past few days have been way more stressful on me than i'd hoped. I've barely slept in days. Maybe 8-10 hours MAX of dozing (not really sleeping), since i arrived there Saturday AM. Its now Tue at 730 pm. I've been home for hours and all i could do was lightly doze, and keep waking up. And that was only about 2 hours. At the hospital tomorrow they won't leave me time to sleep. Once they start the treatment the first hour and a half they come in ever 20 minutes to check your vitals. Then every 30 minutes after a bit, then every hour. This is on top of any other things you need, they want. Taking meds, testing blood sugar (why??), nosy nurses. Doctors.
So the rest of this week is going to be rough on me. So any extra prayers you can must to help me would be greatly appreciated. I'm sorry for drawing this out. I had hoped the three days would be easy and there wouldn't be much to report.

Thanks to those of you who have messaged me privately to check up on me. Sorry if i haven't always been highly responsive. But your inquiries were appreciated. Thanks to anyone who has prayed or will continue praying..
 
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Raine

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@ugly - glad you're finally out! Get some sleep so you won't be so crabby towards me :p lol jk I know it's me too. The joy of being jacked up on steroids!

@everyone else...
I guess my love for the painting on the hand stems from my artistic side. I find beauty after a long hard day of working on a project and then seeing the stains on your and appreciating all the hard work. I also find fulfillment in it. But I will change the avatar back to help remind you of hope and of the great promise keeper. :).

I dont one think my avatars are as depressing or as creepy as ugly's though :p
 

Pipp

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UPDATE ON HEALTH

Ok guys. I know i haven't updated as i didn't want to make things a big deal. But I am out of the hospital today, finally. Though there are still some prayer needs that would be appreciated. Here's the short of it.
Wed i have to go in for the day for more treatments. And again on Friday. Not staying the night just day time. The treatments take a few hours. They first give me an antibiotic IV, a steroid IV (to go along with the handful of steroids they put me on) and a benadryl pill (yes give me something that puts me to sleep and jacks me up at the same time). This takes about an hour for the IVs. Then they start me on the main medicine for the rejection issue which takes another 6-8 hours. Depending on how fast they feel they can introduce the medication.
The first day i had it rough as it seemed to lower my blood pressure, and already being on blood pressure meds, it became a bit much. So the next 2 days they skipped one of my blood pressure meds to avoid that, but, ironically, the medicine didn't seem to affect my blood pressure and it stayed up pretty high. Now i have two more days of treatments, so i guess i need to avoid taking the blood pressure meds again? Makes me nervous as my blood pressure was jack up pretty high on that med, so how bad will it get tonight without that treatment medication?
Anyways, next week i am scheduled to go back to the post-transplant clinic for a follow up and to give the treatments a few days to see if they hold steady. If not i'll have to go back for more treatments. If things remain steady then they'll just work on balancing my meds more accurately. I'm currently taking 11 medications now. The steroids are temporary and will taper off once things are secured.
The steroids though, between the pills and the IV make me anxious i've discovered. As some of you know i've battled anxiety in the past, so there's this internal push to keep feeling anxious. I've done pretty well keeping it under control, but any additional prayer to help would be appreciated.
In short the past few days have been way more stressful on me than i'd hoped. I've barely slept in days. Maybe 8-10 hours MAX of dozing (not really sleeping), since i arrived there Saturday AM. Its now Tue at 730 pm. I've been home for hours and all i could do was lightly doze, and keep waking up. And that was only about 2 hours. At the hospital tomorrow they won't leave me time to sleep. Once they start the treatment the first hour and a half they come in ever 20 minutes to check your vitals. Then every 30 minutes after a bit, then every hour. This is on top of any other things you need, they want. Taking meds, testing blood sugar (why??), nosy nurses. Doctors.
So the rest of this week is going to be rough on me. So any extra prayers you can must to help me would be greatly appreciated. I'm sorry for drawing this out. I had hoped the three days would be easy and there wouldn't be much to report.

Thanks to those of you who have messaged me privately to check up on me. Sorry if i haven't always been highly responsive. But your inquiries were appreciated. Thanks to anyone who has prayed or will continue praying..
Praying for you always!
 

tourist

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@ugly - glad you're finally out! Get some sleep so you won't be so crabby towards me :p lol jk I know it's me too. The joy of being jacked up on steroids!

@everyone else...
I guess my love for the painting on the hand stems from my artistic side. I find beauty after a long hard day of working on a project and then seeing the stains on your and appreciating all the hard work. I also find fulfillment in it. But I will change the avatar back to help remind you of hope and of the great promise keeper. :).

I dont one think my avatars are as depressing or as creepy as ugly's though :p
As it is your hand keep don't change it. You probably won't need nail polish.
 
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@ugly - glad you're finally out! Get some sleep so you won't be so crabby towards me :p lol jk I know it's me too. The joy of being jacked up on steroids!

@everyone else...
I guess my love for the painting on the hand stems from my artistic side. I find beauty after a long hard day of working on a project and then seeing the stains on your and appreciating all the hard work. I also find fulfillment in it. But I will change the avatar back to help remind you of hope and of the great promise keeper. :).

I dont one think my avatars are as depressing or as creepy as ugly's though :p
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The little Prince might have said this... Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.


Or Theses: The Little Prince by junewralley on deviantART
 
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Raine

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Hey, let's all switch avatars and see how confusing we can make it for other people! Hahaha
 
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Hey, let's all switch avatars and see how confusing we can make it for other people! Hahaha
Ugly stole my avatar a few months ago and then went into the Bible discussion forum wearing it. It was pretty epic. And slightly horrifying. And kinda hilarious.
 
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Raine

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We should gather 10 of us and do it.

People will be like... Why is raine posting in bible discussions? How does grace know my secrets? O: it would indeed be quite comical. :)
 
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iTOREtheSKY

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@ Ugly...
Continued prayers go out to you. I know what yer' talking about when at the hospital & the nurses keep bugging you trying to take vitals etc,and all you wanna do is rest. Maybe you should try the Heavy Metal ear bleeding thing again. Not sure how that will help you rest,but might prove amusing to pull on the second & third shift nurses who didn't see it coming. :p I have no idea what I'm rambling about.

Other news...
It's stinkin' humid here.
Spent like a gazillion hours on the phone today with a good friend. I always learn a lot when talking to them. I've been blessed with some amazing people in my life for sure.
Life is strange & wonderful all at the same time.
I feel strangely optimistic tonight.
I'd kill for anything Ben & Jerry's now. True story. (ok..maybe no kill,but for sure maim)

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