I have a question for you. Have you taken your situation to God or are you looking to find a man yourself? If you have spoken with God about this, then I would you suggest that you trust Him to know who and what is best for you and also the timing of it. Wait on Him. This takes the pressure off of you. It is really God's job to put His children together in marriage. Look at the pattern in Scripture. Adam, Isaac, Jacob, all received their brides from God. He had plans for them, just as He does for you and those plans include the right spouse, someone who will love and be faithful to you for the rest of their life, not end the relationship in cruel rejection. God wants better than that for His children. Why don't you make a list from Scripture of everything that a godly, loving man should be. Start with Micah 6:8. Ask God for a man like that. Then make a list, using Scripture, of everything that God finds unacceptable in a man. When you see these characteristics in a man, run for the hills. You will know he is not the one God has for you! Waiting on God and trusting Him is not being stuck, it is being smart. I will be praying for you as you work this out with God.