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hi out to every one where to start ive been a christian for about 2yrs now, and love every moment of it. I dont know latly I've been feeling beat & tired not wanting to do anything. I never really got use to being alone after my wife left me i;ve been walking with a fake smile but these last few weeks it just got heave. Lately my friends from work have telling me there problems they are having with there husbands and wives, and all I could think "is hay at least you have somebody work your realtionship if love these person the way you say you do fight for it" but there face are blank and whateve. Then I look at everything and I would Love to have another chance on being that miserable, but lately im think there isn't anybody out there. So I walk with that mask all over again not really living a full christian life. I know jesus wants us to be happy but IDK im just tired &wating to see if he would hear my prayer and take this feeling send it back from where it came from I dont need these to fuel me anymore
one love
one love