I'm single because I haven't met a man who fits me.
I thought I had that man, but I realize that his only purpose in my life was to meet his grandfather who is the reason I came back to God. He asked us one Sunday to go to church, and that day I re-dedicated my life to God. Then for 6 months after my relationship went downhill because I was growing closer to God, and my boyfriend called me a fanatic.
We were living together at the time. I felt guilty living in sin and he didn't. We broke up, and it devistated both of us. Tried to get back together but he wanted the physical relationship back, and I felt guilty everytime. He eventually broke up with me.
That was last November. Since then I have grown closer to God and have come through a lot. I tried dating a guy who said he was Christian, but when it came to the no sex before marriage convo, he said if two people love each other and are in a commited relationship it's ok. I stopped seeing him.
I would love to meet someone, but I have yet to find someone who loves God as much as I do and is committed to living biblically like I am in my area. I tried the dating sites and they are a joke, including Christian Mingle.
I'm just trying to live my life for God and my family, and if the right guy comes a long I will take a serious look at dating again.
So far God hasn't said "that's your husband", but I know he's coming.
I have prophetic friends, and have been given a timeline when I will meet him, and God confirmed it in prayer. Until then I have been praying for my husband every night. I pray for his health, his finances, his happiness, and whatever else God lays on my heart to pray for him. I know he is praying for me too.
When I'm the wife he deserves he is going to show up and love me like I have always deseved to be loved. Until then I'm growing in my calling from God, studying the bible, and serving His kingdom.
I'm not picky. I'm just letting God pick this time, because I always pick the wrong one!