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I am extremely suicidal..the thoughts never stop..I have all these ppl saying stuff bout me at school and I'm always alone wanting to go home but when I get home I just cry and cut and no body even cares I've started to do drugs and smoke and drink a lot to and I hardly eat anymore. Idk how to stop any of it I just feel so fat and worthless and pathetic..I cant even be bothered living anymore. I've attempted before and they made me go to some group therapy sessions but they didn't work I hated them I keep on praying but everything's just getting worse..I'm losing faith :c or maybe gods ignoring me cos I'm going to hell idk but I just want sumone to help me. I'm sick of these feelings. Idk any other way of making them go away except from dying all I want is for sumone to hug me and tell me they care..how is that to much to ask for?