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Ok, so unfortunately like many other black teens, I have daddy issues. What's sad is that I have 2 dads. A stepdad and a biological dad. My real dad is a fake Christian. He's all about church and then when you hear how he speaks to my mom or his ex girlfriend its like what happened? He's manipulative of the word. He'll hear something and ignore it until he could use it to condemn us. I hate it honestly.
And on the other hand, my step dad is a drug aaddict with a great job. He gets paid thousands of dollars in one single day (he pours concrete). But its sad how much money really makes it home... a 4,000$ job will come home as 200$. The rent is 250. My mom doesn't make 4000$ in a month!!
So here's the question, since I have no father figure, how would I know if I'm raising my children right? I can avoid drugs and I can be 100% real with the word of God, but I don't know how to raise a child with love, nor be the head of a family. I know it might be a long time since I'm only 15, but I need to work on it now so that 10 years or so from now I can be a great father and husband.
*~IsiahAndIsaiah~*
And on the other hand, my step dad is a drug aaddict with a great job. He gets paid thousands of dollars in one single day (he pours concrete). But its sad how much money really makes it home... a 4,000$ job will come home as 200$. The rent is 250. My mom doesn't make 4000$ in a month!!
So here's the question, since I have no father figure, how would I know if I'm raising my children right? I can avoid drugs and I can be 100% real with the word of God, but I don't know how to raise a child with love, nor be the head of a family. I know it might be a long time since I'm only 15, but I need to work on it now so that 10 years or so from now I can be a great father and husband.
*~IsiahAndIsaiah~*