Is it possible that I'm doomed? Seriously, I want to break free from this oppression and embrace Christ, but doubt and fear always get in the way. I have a feeling that I am beyond grace and mercy and that I cannot be saved. In that case, why try? (I just hate myself so much for what I did. So much. It's to the point where I don't even know HOW to be a Christian anymore)
brah it was over for u loooooong time ago