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i joined this site cus i am christian but i sinned and im scareddont judge me please but heres my story please read all before you relply !! plEase!!!!!!
i have been raised in a christian home and in church my whole life. when i was in 8grade about 5 years ago, i meet this guy who i was attracted to and one day at conventions that same year we got the chance to sit and talk for awhile and we did. i started to like him and well he liked me too but i wasnt allowed to date so he said he would wait for me but after a fewyears and a long talk with my parents they allowed me to date now, so i chose him. well idk how but we ended up being umm idk bad? with each other but we never had sex. im against premarritial sex for many reasons and i know what i did was bad but i never realy thought about it but now i am and i have a few ways to stop it and though i know he wouldnt mind since he was the one that told me i just had to tell him when to and we could stop. so i wanna know will taking a break in our relationship help stop it or wouldnt getting back after make the temptation come back faster? so should we just see eachother but spend less time together? or on our alone times do more productive things like walk with our dogs or play video games so i dont want to dump him but i would if it means i cant stop so please help me, i realy like him and i wont say im in love because love is everlasting and i told him that and we agree, and i heard that fooling around can get you pregnant and im scared i might be so if i am im going to tell my parents the second i find out and i took a test but it came out negative but still there are sighns i took another not to long ago but still just making shure, i already know its all my fault and never once have i blamed god but is it bad to ask go not to be pregnant lately ive been telling god that im sorry but i would perfer not to have a child but if its his will then let it be but am i asking wrong? i dont want to offened him, if i cant solve our issue i will go to my parents for help, is it wrong that i dont tell me parents and try fixing this with out their help? please dont judge me we controlled our self but werent aware of situations.
sprry for writing errors ts late at night and i want to speak to someone
i have been raised in a christian home and in church my whole life. when i was in 8grade about 5 years ago, i meet this guy who i was attracted to and one day at conventions that same year we got the chance to sit and talk for awhile and we did. i started to like him and well he liked me too but i wasnt allowed to date so he said he would wait for me but after a fewyears and a long talk with my parents they allowed me to date now, so i chose him. well idk how but we ended up being umm idk bad? with each other but we never had sex. im against premarritial sex for many reasons and i know what i did was bad but i never realy thought about it but now i am and i have a few ways to stop it and though i know he wouldnt mind since he was the one that told me i just had to tell him when to and we could stop. so i wanna know will taking a break in our relationship help stop it or wouldnt getting back after make the temptation come back faster? so should we just see eachother but spend less time together? or on our alone times do more productive things like walk with our dogs or play video games so i dont want to dump him but i would if it means i cant stop so please help me, i realy like him and i wont say im in love because love is everlasting and i told him that and we agree, and i heard that fooling around can get you pregnant and im scared i might be so if i am im going to tell my parents the second i find out and i took a test but it came out negative but still there are sighns i took another not to long ago but still just making shure, i already know its all my fault and never once have i blamed god but is it bad to ask go not to be pregnant lately ive been telling god that im sorry but i would perfer not to have a child but if its his will then let it be but am i asking wrong? i dont want to offened him, if i cant solve our issue i will go to my parents for help, is it wrong that i dont tell me parents and try fixing this with out their help? please dont judge me we controlled our self but werent aware of situations.
sprry for writing errors ts late at night and i want to speak to someone