I've been working at this store almost a year now, and it seems like over time that my managers have seen past my pleasantness and see my tendency to make things a bigger deal than they are, say things stupidly without thinking, and sometimes can be a bit high maintenance. Unfortunately I think this has caused their opinion of me to wane a little bit, and that makes me feel really crummy.
I know however this is a blessing in disguise. We have a new hire that they adore, and she is going to be here longer than me. I'm gonna be quitting soon to get a job that has benefits. I know this is God sort of letting them have someone else who is the new kid, who they really enjoy her company.
It still makes me feel bad. The new hire gets invited to parties, and I have said I don't drink so that's probably why I wasn't, but I still feel hurt and sensitive. But at the same time I'm happy because they are gonna be fine without me.
And I suppose knowing that is good and sad at the same time. So I guess I need to pray for maturity in this situation.
I know however this is a blessing in disguise. We have a new hire that they adore, and she is going to be here longer than me. I'm gonna be quitting soon to get a job that has benefits. I know this is God sort of letting them have someone else who is the new kid, who they really enjoy her company.
It still makes me feel bad. The new hire gets invited to parties, and I have said I don't drink so that's probably why I wasn't, but I still feel hurt and sensitive. But at the same time I'm happy because they are gonna be fine without me.
And I suppose knowing that is good and sad at the same time. So I guess I need to pray for maturity in this situation.