Why is it that God has me doing work right now that I have to get up so early in the morning, that I would see as anything but a blessing, except, I never knew I could even do this kind of work, and, I am, indeed, blessed being able to do it now ?
Why is it that I never see what God has for me coming and then it gets here and I am so blessed to have gotten it's presence in my life, work life, because this stuff with stocks I'm doing now is nothing I was raised doing, but I can sooo feel His hand on it, not for success of picking 'em but of handling everything of my just doing it daily and succumbing to His ways of how it all turns out which is not easy to do ,especially when one is talking about money?
Why is it that I have such a hard time grasping the concept, it's all His, it's not any mine, that what I have is worthless rubble, meaningless material stuff, that I need to store up my treasures in heaven where moth, rust don't destroy and why is it that I have such a hard time accepting that His treasures He wants me to store are not what I want to store, I don't think, anyway, I don't know, I am just wondering, asking, and, maybe, that is why I ask 'why is that' here?