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I am a young unwed mother of three handsome boys, my two oldest from a previous bad relationship and my youngest from an even worse relationship. One that I have not found my way out of yet. He has been verbally, physically and emotionally abusive. Its come to the point that my own ways have started to change. I am no longer the happy bubbly person I was. I know what I need to do. Finding the strength to do it is where my struggle is. I've prayed to God for help with this struggle and I hear nothing... I know that I have sinned more than most. I see what kind of mess I've made on my own. I know what my responsibilities will be and I'm ok with that. I guess I'm looking more for his blessing or approval than anything and I feel like there is none for me.. more than anything looking for someone who can relate..