I just started to read a book called miracles can be yours today and was inspired by it. This book even though i only just started reading it speaks of how we can do the same things as the apostles with the same holy spirit with tongues as they had. even gave an account by how a small group of church ppl decided to test this belief by putting their hands on a girl and asked God to pour unto her the same holy spirit as he gave unto the apostles. and suddenly she was and began speaking in tongues.Reading this story made me want to see if this could be true. A thought ran through my head of the scripture to test all spirits but not in the way to see if its true but almost as if God was telling me to test him in this and i remembered ask and you shall receive. but i thought to myself surely it cannot be that simple, but i wanted to try anyways. I got on my knees and before asking for the holy spirit as he gave the apostles Asked God that if i am asking this without the right heart or motive to say no but give me such a heart and motive that he seeks. I then asked God for such a spirit as the apostles but not for me to use on myself but to heal, clean and love others. for it to be out of love for both God and all his children. I asked but i knew my faith is not near strong enough. i told him how i cannot say to this mountain to move or fall and it happen. so i did not use my faith but gave it all to him, asking him to take the reins and do as his will is even if the answer is no.tbh i feel inside i am supposed to be doing something more here, there seems to be a connection with God my soul longs and craves so deeply inside that i have yet to receive.There is something so much more than what i am seeing here.I feel no different so perhaps he replied no or more likely not yet, maybe my heart is not ready yet. although just the fact i wanted to try is a huge leap of faith for me, so any thoughts?