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So I've really been questioning why I am still a christian lately.
I often struggle to see the relevance of God to my life.
I find myself saying to God, how can I be a home cell leader,
I don't even know what reason I would give a non-believer for following God.
Can I promise the that God will help them in everything they endure or can I only say
"Oh well, one day you will get to heaven and everything will be fine"But what about now?
Please understand, as strange as it may seem from reading the preceeding paragraph, I still love God.
It just seems that God and christianity it so out of touch wil reality some times.
I'm not trying to infect you all with my negativity though, Oh contrar,
I was hoping you could infect me with some of the good stuff you have and...
Help me on my quest of seeking and knowing God again.
I often struggle to see the relevance of God to my life.
I find myself saying to God, how can I be a home cell leader,
I don't even know what reason I would give a non-believer for following God.
Can I promise the that God will help them in everything they endure or can I only say
"Oh well, one day you will get to heaven and everything will be fine"But what about now?
Please understand, as strange as it may seem from reading the preceeding paragraph, I still love God.
It just seems that God and christianity it so out of touch wil reality some times.
I'm not trying to infect you all with my negativity though, Oh contrar,
I was hoping you could infect me with some of the good stuff you have and...
Help me on my quest of seeking and knowing God again.