Yes Elin, I'm afraid I've gone to far the other way now to ever come back to
bible God. He just
doesn't seem as scary as he once was. I don't know what's happening to me, but I'm not so confused and bitter as I was when I was a christian, and everything I see in christians reflects how I used to be.
And I'm to afraid to go back to who I used to be.
I'm thinking that is a good thing.
I'm thinking God may be directing your path away from personal misunderstanding of him
to Biblical understanding of him.
I'm thinking to continue to
trust him and
pray the Holy Spirit give you a true Biblical
understanding of him, and realization of his grace and mercy in the cross, to those
in Jesus Christ through faith.