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Hi everyone, I hope everyone is well .
Well as for me? it's hard to say. I feel like I can NEVER be happy and lately it seems as though.. the devil is keeping me back in life. A lot of bad things happen that I've done and every time I try to not think about and move on it's gets reminded in my head and it causing me either to become really angry (Mostly at my Boyfriend) or very guilty and depressed. My boyfriend has even said ("it's like something evil is keeping you from being happy, like you have a spirit inside of you.) Because EVERY DAY I argue with him and bring something up that he has done in the past. Which is causing him to not have peace. We have been arguing a lot and it is putting major stress on him and I do not want anything to happen to him.. this is why I feel like I need to leave him and anyone else I may be a problem to. Please keep me in prayers and I pray for protection. I know I may regret putting my issues online.. but I just need support and peace. I do not know what to anymore..
Well as for me? it's hard to say. I feel like I can NEVER be happy and lately it seems as though.. the devil is keeping me back in life. A lot of bad things happen that I've done and every time I try to not think about and move on it's gets reminded in my head and it causing me either to become really angry (Mostly at my Boyfriend) or very guilty and depressed. My boyfriend has even said ("it's like something evil is keeping you from being happy, like you have a spirit inside of you.) Because EVERY DAY I argue with him and bring something up that he has done in the past. Which is causing him to not have peace. We have been arguing a lot and it is putting major stress on him and I do not want anything to happen to him.. this is why I feel like I need to leave him and anyone else I may be a problem to. Please keep me in prayers and I pray for protection. I know I may regret putting my issues online.. but I just need support and peace. I do not know what to anymore..