Dear Natania, Please don't be discouraged and don't let the enemy trick yoh into thinking that you don't have faith.
At 13, you've shown more faith than I have in my whole life, and many ppl would have given up or be contemplating it, no matter their age.
Just being here and being honest and trusting the Lord and us is a great inspiration and shows a tremendous amount of faith.
Try to remember that Jesus loves you SO much that He gave His life for us and adopted us into His family, and no one, NO ONE can ever take that away, He loves you with an everlasting love!
Also remember that our faith to believe in Him is also a gift from Him, and it's not about how hard we can muster up the strength to believe, but to rest in His finished work upon the cross and rejoice at the empty tomb as proof that our redeemer lives and will one day bring us home to be with Him for all eternity.
So fear not, and if that enemy tries to get you to doubt and think bad things about Jesus and salvation, you remind him that we believers are ALL adopted by God, He's our Everlasting Father who loves us and will never, ever leave us, and we have a pretty big family too, and Jesus is setting up His Kingdom for us, so you tell that enemy he better get his hands off!
Father in heaven, thank you Lord for Natania. Please continue to bless and strengthen her in Jesus' name and glory. Amen! \
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