So a little update on me, it has been a very long time since I have had severe pain in my nerves and joints in all honesty I thought it was gone for good but alas after 6=7 months it's back and it's bad. It's so hard to move and I have taken heavy pain meds but not much good although soaking in a nice hot batch really helps just not for long it's nearly unbearable.
This has been going on for about two weeks we never were able to figure out what caused it even when I had it nearly a year ago but it's reared it's ugly head again. But in this pain I consider the pain others feel I consider the hurting and the searing pain both physically and spiritually I recall how often I would hear of peoples pain and beg God to allow me to take their pain only for him to reply I already did that on the cross and that it's not my cross to carry I then would beg him to please comfort them and surround them in his warmth letting them know he is with them.
I have no doubt he did this when I asked and I am sure he will do the same for me but I remember so many stories of people in severe pain and how it pierced my heart and then saying to God why couldn't it have been me? Now that I think about it while my heart may have had pure intentions I'm not sure it would have been such a good thing if I took on their pain as I can barely handle my own here but something I have noticed with pain is that it always makes me run into his arms whether that is my own pain or concern for others. Pain seems to be a very strong connection with him and us
This has been going on for about two weeks we never were able to figure out what caused it even when I had it nearly a year ago but it's reared it's ugly head again. But in this pain I consider the pain others feel I consider the hurting and the searing pain both physically and spiritually I recall how often I would hear of peoples pain and beg God to allow me to take their pain only for him to reply I already did that on the cross and that it's not my cross to carry I then would beg him to please comfort them and surround them in his warmth letting them know he is with them.
I have no doubt he did this when I asked and I am sure he will do the same for me but I remember so many stories of people in severe pain and how it pierced my heart and then saying to God why couldn't it have been me? Now that I think about it while my heart may have had pure intentions I'm not sure it would have been such a good thing if I took on their pain as I can barely handle my own here but something I have noticed with pain is that it always makes me run into his arms whether that is my own pain or concern for others. Pain seems to be a very strong connection with him and us