I'm fairly certain I've never been the target of a crush. I was either the quiet, smart kid (aka NERD) or the class clown in my junior/senior year (aka that loud jerk)... since HS I've filled a lot of roles, but crush has never been one of them... As for a personal crush, they've come and gone. There may be one now, but it is pretty irrelevant, as my brain holds my tongue in check, and my heart has enough trouble reaching out to friends, let alone anything beyond that. I'm going to concentrate on having a real friend for now... that being said: now accepting applications!