so much pain I pray I will just die

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jenniferand2

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I get in so much pain with my back it is unreal and Drs say they can not help me I am so sick of hearing this. I often Pray the lord will just let me come home. I do not really want to die but It is to much to live in this pain all the time.
 

azlightsout

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Hang in there - Anything is possible with God and Prayer - I am praying for u
 
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Honestly the Foam Roller Pole has helped my back pain so much in just a couple of days that I think it must have been sent down here by God, Himself. Less than $26 including tax.
 

PennEd

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I get in so much pain with my back it is unreal and Drs say they can not help me I am so sick of hearing this. I often Pray the lord will just let me come home. I do not really want to die but It is to much to live in this pain all the time.
I'm so terribly sorry to hear of your pain. I pray the Lord will give you relief from it and strengthen you as you deal with it. May God Bless you and your family.
 

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I have seen the effects of debilitating chronic pain and your post saddens me. Did the doctors prescribe pain medication? I know that effective pain medication does not cure the problem but it can greatly improve the quality of life. I have said a prayer for you. God Bless You.
 
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I get in so much pain with my back it is unreal and Drs say they can not help me I am so sick of hearing this. I often Pray the lord will just let me come home. I do not really want to die but It is to much to live in this pain all the time.
I am no doctor. When I was younger I had back problems. It never got "fixed," but I have very little problem with my back now. Looking back, one obvious thing that helped was that I got a job where I didn't have to do a lot of really heavy lifting. The other thing that I think brings on back pain is stress or fatigue. Maybe there is something in you lifestyle that is stressing you out.
 

RickyZ

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I used to have a lot of lower back pain. Then my chiropractor diagnosed 'leg length discrepancy'; my right leg was 15mm shorter than my left and threw my whole hips and back out of whack. When he said orthopedic shoes to correct it were $200 to $300, I thought of a better way. I took a flip flop and glued it to the bottom of my right shoe. That cured 90% of the problem.

I'm praying for you, and that an answer can be found and soon!
 

blue_ladybug

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I get in so much pain with my back it is unreal and Drs say they can not help me I am so sick of hearing this. I often Pray the lord will just let me come home. I do not really want to die but It is to much to live in this pain all the time.

I feel you, Jennifer. For more than 20 years now, I've had wicked problems with my back. Last year I had sciatica and a herniated disk. The pain is indescribable. Please read my pain testimony, below in my signature. I pray it will give you courage and inspire you. This life is temporary and so is the pain. For all the painful trials God puts us through, they only make us stronger and define who we are. :)
 

jenniferand2

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Honestly the Foam Roller Pole has helped my back pain so much in just a couple of days that I think it must have been sent down here by God, Himself. Less than $26 including tax.
ah willie thanks for the info I actually have herniated discs. that are acting up bad i am at a point i need surgery
 

jenniferand2

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I have seen the effects of debilitating chronic pain and your post saddens me. Did the doctors prescribe pain medication? I know that effective pain medication does not cure the problem but it can greatly improve the quality of life. I have said a prayer for you. God Bless You.
no the dr.s refuse to give me pain medication due to the crack down because of all the heroin users. I live in ny state and they are the biggest crack down state I get to go to pain clinic but it is a month away i have to suffer until the the emergency room would not even help me.
 
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[video=youtube;bxOBt3XKsoA]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxOBt3XKsoA[/video]
ah willie thanks for the info I actually have herniated discs. that are acting up bad i am at a point i need surgery
So do I, and the $25 I spent on this roller has me wondering WTH those "doctors" spent their time in school doing. But, it's certainly your call.
 
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levi85

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Lord we pray, and rebuke this pain, let it leave Jenniferand12, Lord please heal Jenniferand12, and your name, be glorified, in Jesus holy name, Amen!
 

notmyown

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no the dr.s refuse to give me pain medication due to the crack down because of all the heroin users. I live in ny state and they are the biggest crack down state I get to go to pain clinic but it is a month away i have to suffer until the the emergency room would not even help me.
the docs here in NY are afraid. my doc tells me several have been prosecuted and convicted, now serving jail time for prescribing pain meds. the only ones who will touch them now are the pain specialists. :(

this really angers my doc, who began caring for pain ridden patients during his residency back in the late 70s. he had a patient in the hospital who was dying of bone cancer, in horrible pain, and no one would up his pain meds because they might kill him. my doc was like.... the man has barely weeks to live!

they're afraid, Jennifer, about their licenses and their malpractice insurance rates. they're afraid because there are patients who become psychologically addicted to the pain meds, and the state is holding them accountable.
i'm so sorry you're caught up in this.

i will pray for you. ♥
 
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i started my MS journey and pain at age 43. i had shingles pain for week without diagnosis. i pray to go home too, often but God says stay and serve right now. i pray a source of relief for you.
 

RickyZ

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[video=youtube;bxOBt3XKsoA]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxOBt3XKsoA[/video]

So do I, and the $25 I spent on this roller has me wondering WTH those "doctors" spent their time in school doing. But, it's certainly your call.
You have to know where the herniation is. If you bend towards the herniation it will pinch and hurt. If you bend away from the herniation it will stretch and find relief. But yeah those roller things, properly applied, can do wonders.
 

RickyZ

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I used to use a thing called the back bubble, it is an inflatable device that is used to provide decompression of the back discs. I don't use it anymore since my shoe mod did the trick. I have it still, I could send it to you if you think it would help.

Back Bubble | Home
 
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adriana89

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Sorry to hear that.
I pray the Lord will give you relief.
 
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You have to know where the herniation is. If you bend towards the herniation it will pinch and hurt. If you bend away from the herniation it will stretch and find relief. But yeah those roller things, properly applied, can do wonders.
That's probably why this weird guy says several times, to "gently" ease yourself onto the roller, and to "feel" what is going on. If there is one thing I have learned in the past few days, it is to go very gently into this stuff. And almost all of the videos warn against getting too gung-ho.
 
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DoubtingSam

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Can't hurt to try a TENS unit. I get horrible back pain a couple times a year where I can't do anything. The last time, I bought a cheap Icy Hot TENS unit and just had that thing on non-stop, and it worked amazingly well.
 

jenniferand2

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thank you everyone I have a Tens unit i use it helps for a while then I can ot stand to have it on anymore. never heard of the bubble thing lol and I have herniation at l5 and S1 right at the top of my tail bone area So i am not sure if the roller thing would work but it might. I been to chiropracter and that made pain way worse .Just getting up and standing and sitting cause me massive muscle spasms