I have spent the last week in and out of hospitals my husband had three or not heart attacks. Finally after checking out of the hospital two times against medical advice. He stayed the last time and had a angiogram they placed a stent in his right main artery. The surgeon said his next heart attack would of killed him. I am kind of in a state of shock. I don't honestly know what to feel. I have had my feelings shut off for a long time for him then this happens. I was in despair I was scared he might actually die. I guess for now I am going to obviously take care of him. Maybe this event will change how he treats me. Only time will tell. I do still love him I just don't love anything about his attitude. For now I am just going to take it one day at a time.