Hello I been to church ive red some of the bible and I like to go to church I was raised Baptist I've been drinking since I was 14 I'm 38 I'm trying to stop I want to be a better person it says if you con fess your sins to god then their forgiven I was raised in a broken home I'm not making excuses iv done bad things in my life and I'm sorry I've cheated on all my wife's if hit women out of anger I've been too prison i have got too the point that I have too drink every day and I don't won't too any more I love my wife and I love my children I'm truly sorry for what I've done in my past I won't too change I'm asking is it really possible for god too forgive me I hope so I pray every night for my children and family and too be forgiven sometimes I worried it to late it says in revaluations you will seek peace and comfort and not find it . and another thing has anyone wonders what there purpose is here on earth I do it is suppose to be spread gods word I'm not a bad person things get too me the news hatred, famine, murder,I no we have free will and the flesh is sin ,were the love for one another god gave us his only son and we crucified him I wonder why he would show us any mercy