I think you're realizing that Christian women are different. And they should be... very different. If only more men would realize this. When I became a Christian, I realized that if I wanted a godly man, I needed to be a godly woman. Simple as that. Be what you want.
If you want a girl that kisses every other guy she dates before you (rather than only ones that are truly special or even waiting to kiss only you, her future husband). How would you feel if you knew your future wife was kissing another man at this very moment? You're kissing other men's wives each time you date and kiss (and even touch in *special* places) them.
I'm not trying to be harsh... just sharing this daughter of the King's perspective.
I want my future husband to know what we have is truly different and special. Different than how he's felt about almost any other girl in his life (depending on his age).
For me, communication is so crucial. As Christians, who know how rare other true Christians are, we'll know when we know. There will be no worldly mind games of waiting to call etc. Alone time is good but it needs to be in public places. We'll begin to put Christ at the center right away. He'll know what it looks like to have a Christ centered relationship
Anyone know what I'm talking about???