Im sorry to my friends i have here but things are not so good right now for me. things just seem to get worse each day that i face. No matter how strong I try to feel I keep losing it the strength I need to get through the day. No matter what I cant do this much longer its getting so much to face. Right now I wish I could trade places with a young girl that is in heaven right now, I know she can see all the support and loved she is getting now but I wish she could seen while she was here. So, I wish everything Im going through would just disappear for good. Sorry this is not the best message but its how I feel. All the hopelessness is gone everything is gone and I cant no more feeling this way. To my friends thanks for being my friends. love ya
