After spending over half my life taking meds. [antidepressants] I never needed, while on the meds. and everytime another doctor would test drive me on a few new ones. So being a guinea pig over 20 years, Anger was the first emotion in my life. I had bad reactions to the antidepressants tremors, shakes, panic attacks, I could be this sweet pianist at church one minute, next you should really get out of my way. Its effected my relationship with my adult children now. I cant change any of it. But I was taught 2 Tim 1:7 for God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and a sound mind. I love it, I didnt care what doctors said. The creator of the world and universe and everything in it, says I have a sound mind. Also 2 Corinthians 10:5. the last part of bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ Jesus. To walk, talk, do, be, think as Jesus does. Does Jesus hold anger? Even for the one that betrayed Him, I believe He still loved Judas, then Pilate, He most certainly love the thief on the next cross. After all HE went through I believe He should have been very angry, I'm sure He was depressed when He went to pray, the disciples fell asleep. He asked Cant you watch for one hour? When He came back, they were asleep again. Then that moment on the cross, when He cried My God My God why hast thou forsaken me. I feel he was so depressed, didnt feel love after all He went through, Then He knew who HE was, and what HE had to do for something as unworthy as me. Dont you think somewhere that evening He was angry, for a moment at someone? I've had to work so hard, first, You got to learn to forgive others, I dont mean say "I forgive you" tonight then you wake up, angry again. I'm saying Pray hard about it, give it all to God, Leave it with Him, then ask for forgiveness, and give forgiveness. You will be surprised at how letting go junk that is no longer needed in your life now, completely gone, with forgiveness, can lighten your load, put a smile on your face. joy in your heart. God doesnt want you to be upset all the time. Really, who or whatever your mad about, is in the past, if it was an hour ago its the past, God's got past it, you should get past it. Forgive the ones who hurt you over and over, still be friendly to them, even at work, no matter what they say, they're trying to impress someone, their own self. no one else cares what is said. They've picked you to bully on, but you do know behind every bully is a coward with their tail tucked ready to run the other way? If you continue to allow all this that should be gone, in the past, where it needs to stay, you'll make yourself physically sick. And it is not worth it. Which of people make you angry, how many, lets say 10. Next time you see one, no matter how they seem to be, like ignoring you, or on the edge of pointing their finger at you to laugh in your face, say 'Hello, how are you?' and go on about your business. One, they arent expecting it, and two, you freaked them out! Know God will be right there with you at all times, He'd rather you be talking to Him, than about what anger you cant control. Its your mind, is it sound? Can you go to bed tonight, with a prayer and determination on your lips, that you're going to sleep well and wake up thanking God for a new day? You know Satan comes to steal, kill, destroy and devour, sounds like he's got a little gnawing on you already, when are you going to tell the lying devil, go back to where you come from, leave you alone and you go get what people or things he may have taken from you back. It isnt his, its yours. I dont believe anyone is too weak to be beaten up daily by the devil, cuz he is the author of this confusion, for hon, its not of God. Give forgiveness, even if they havent asked for it. Ask for forgiveness and dont dare tell me it will make you seem weak, no seriously, being angry day after day like a child, is weak. Then ask God to forgive you and give all this stuff to Him. Dont forget to forgive yourself, know with a humble heart, it is done. Live in His joy and peace. There's nothing like it. God bless you, I will pray for you.