Blasphemous Thoughts Keep Getting WORSE

I'm sorry to annoy all of you by posting about this so much, but I hate these thoughts.

Today had at first been a relatively good day, I didn't have any bad thoughts until this evening.

I was repeating it my mind " I do not believe you have Satan in you! I do not! " then an " I do believe you have [ the evil one ] in you " came into my mind.

The thought felt so full of hatred at the time. I realized what I had thought, then I immediately started praying. It felt like a big ' You know what God, I don't need you ' at the time.

I started praying to God, saying that it was a rebellious thought. It seemed so true and hateful at the time. I really regret what I thought now. It's just I don't know if he'll forgive me, I don't believe that though! It just seemed so full of hate and I don't know. I feel like it was the flesh, I do not truly believe that, and I didn't say it. But I was so rebellious towards God, everything just came out. I have been worrying the past month about committing it, I don't know.

I'm so nervous, I just want to know he forgives me. At the time it felt so full of hate, but I regret it now. It was like I was telling God ' That's what you get! I hate these thoughts! '.

I don't know, do you have to speak blasphemy and say it towards others? I only thought it, but it seemed so rebellious at the time. Then I immediately thought " Hold up, I don't believe that. " and I prayed for forgiveness.

I feel kind of calm, is it because he has forgiven me or because he has forsaken me?! I really want God's forgiveness, I was just so sick of having those thoughts, it came out.

I had these too. Don't worry, just ignore all those thoughts that come to your mind. The lord knows your heart and he knows you love him. I know it seems odd to just ignore those thoughts but you just have to ignore it. Command those thoughts to leave in Jesus name. God Bless!

Stop worrying already. It's not that God will forgive you, its that he has forgiven you. He nailed all your sins on the cross; past, present, and future. Repentance doesn't mean you instantly overcome all of your sins, it simply means that you turn away from your sin. You look at sin in a different light. You obviously hate your sin, which is good, but don't condemn yourself for sinning. God hasn't condemned you, he's redeemed you. Repentance simply means that you actively attempt to overcome your sin. Doesn't mean you never ask for forgiveness again, to do so would just be rude. Pray for this (prayer is essential), dive into his Word, and deny your own will and submit to his. God will overcome any sin in your life through this exact same method. Just keep working at it and don't give up...

The fact that this is worrying you says deep in your heart nothing you're thinking is actually blasphemy. It's only blasphemy if you never repent.

Did you ever attempted / or mocked prayer in tongues?

Did you ever attempted / or mocked prayer in tongues at one point in your life?

And GOD has forgiven her its just that she has to take those thoughts that satan is telling her flesh and cast them down realizing that they are not from GOD.
GOD is a SPIRIT and those who worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.
What is the truth?
the word of GOD is truth.