When I was married for 29 years before my divorce, my wife at the end, became aggressive in her ungodly spirit toward me. Before she was trying to live in the flesh the godly life. She tried very hard in fact to do that. She wanted God but thought morals with worldly benefits was more her style, despite knowing the Scriptures which devoured those considerations in Spiritual truths. She went from arguing everything in counter measure to me, for no real reason, to complete powerful persecution of my faith in God.
She was my Jezebel, with power and controlling manipulative intentions, even to the point of poignant lies and selfish self-endowed victimization. I still loved her dearly but I was at a lose to know what to do. The more I loved her the more she twisted it to sound as if I was selfish. But that was the opposite of what I was doing, and the lie began to frustrate me to a point of self-awareness.. But, I knew from day one that her change over to powerful persecution wasn't coming directly from her. So, I went into closed doors and prayed like I haver never prayed before... seeking God's wisdom and refuge.
This was not a battle between me and her, even though there were those debates of what was right and wrong in our choices of everyday living. But, suffice it to say, it wasn't a battle between flesh and blood at all. Of course that was not her take on it. God had me let go of the fight Satan wanted me to gain with her to deal with her personality. God simplified my life to deal with my spirit - to be above reproach, and love her all the more despite being persecuted - literally this was my commissioned task - to love her all the more... My human reasoning was seriously discontented. It told me I was foolish and a putz. When she would boast that my God was my crutch, etc etc my human reasoning and common sense exploded. But this conflict only drove me closer to God not further from Him. Thus, I put my flesh in its place and obeyed God in loving her all the more in gentleness and respect. I never let the anti-god spirit have my respect, or my allowance, but I always respected the potential in her as a Christ-like child of His, for God has that much power to accomplish it.
The issue isn't how to deal with her character and personality and attacks, it is dealing with loving her in the power of Christ. Thus, it is in maintaining your joy in the Lord which will give you strength to love her all the more in Christ as a draw to lift God up and let Him draw her to Himself. Let us pray with you for the Saul to change to Paul, who will lay down (her) weapons of verbal enterprising and boldly go into the uttermost parts to declare the awesome, transformational power of the Prince of Peace. The persecutor transformed into evangelist. I reckon Paul, would be the first to say that this sort of thing is more than possible. It won't be that all people will let God in, but some will, and this is our hope in Christ.
You don't have to deal with her tactics, you must deal with your Spiritual fervor and position in order to power-up thru grace and thru prayers on her behalf. This is where you must pour yourself out like wine for her; and it will cost you! Let God show His grace thru you, while holding true to the loyalty of His Spiritual truths in the Word. But the key is gentleness and respect. The key is also in seeing her as what God sees her as, the Paul from the Saul, yet unmasked into the beauty He purposed her to be. If you are in the wrong at all, confess it to God and be at peace therefore to act as He makes it clear to act in accordance with righteousness.
My wife became that cancer to my bones, yet I would have let God love her thru me nonetheless, even unto death, for I had laid her at His feet and fought to let that love transform her into correction and reconciliation to the faithful fulfillment of a proper relationship with God once again. But, alas, she went into worldliness by willful choices. She is loved by the worlds system for she is apart of it now. This crushes my spirit and yet the cancer to my bones has left my arena of experiences now. We didn't start out unequally yoked but we certainly became it. The Jezebel Spirit was in her a very brawling character, yet God was never moved in me to fear it; only to love her all the more, and hate the anti-god Spirit all the more. I invite you to go to God and pray; not for answers, but for more of Himself, in order to love her all the more in Christ. He is the answer to not only this situation, but to all situations indeed. God will come in and serve you in this, for thru your will you will have asked Him, and sought after Him in it thru faith. May God richly Bless you and show His glory thru it. I will keep you in my prayers. let us know how it turns out will you?
[h=1]Proverbs 12:4The Voice (VOICE)[/h]4 A dignified wife brings honor to her husband,
but a shameful wife is like decay eating away at his bones.