Well the best advice I can give you is to be open to God using you. He may very well have an entirely different plan for you or he may very well have that in mind for you he can be pretty unpredictable and I think he thinks himself funny sometimes in a playful way lol
Remember that all he needs to do great and amazing things is simply a willing heart. He isn't looking for the strong or the wise nor is he looking for the clean and perfect he only requires a willing heart.The ones who offer their willingness to him regardless of what the usage is are the ones who he can and will use the most because they are flexible they are not just any one thing for him and they don't rely on their own strength or anything of themselves. So that's why regardless of ones strengths or weaknesses, no matter what one is lacking in and no matter where they are in their walk with him as long as they have that willingness he takes care of the rest.