I Just wanted to post this because I hope it will teach others what i have learned. You see there were always days I felt apart from him, I feared those days. Whenever one of those days came I would think okay so today is a day feeling apart from god.... But He taught me something, those days when we feel apart from him could very well be him hiding himself and wants us to seek him out. Now these days apart from god are almost everyday to begin with but instead of just accepting it I do all i can to find him again. I talk to him and i tell him how much i love him, there are many ways to find him. So ya everyday I begin the day feeling apart from him but everyday I find him again, Isn't great we don't have to go throughout the day feeling cut off from him?
Blain, God is wanting you to walk by faith. Its the time when it seems God isn't listening, or there,
that you develop stronger faith. Have you grown? Well, its these times to see what you got. If you
can't handle it for a day, what you going to do when it last 6 months or a year? You going to give
up? Or you going to stay the course? I did a one year spell where it seemed God was completely
absent and not listening. And it was a very hard, stressful time too. But I made it through. I stayed
the course, although barely and weakly, but I got answers when it was over. I saw where God was
working for me the whole time and why I went through it. It REALLY increased my faith. If I had to
depend on feeling God with me, to make it through, I would never have made it. I had to trust
that He was with me even though I couldn't feel it or see any evidence. I had to trust He was
hearing me even though it felt like my prayers were falling on deaf ears. And I had to trust there was a
reason for what I was going through even though I couldn't understand why I was having to go
through it. I came out stronger and wiser.