I have been so stressed out lately. I now know why people don't go to college. But I know GOD put it on my heart to go. The college I want to attend is Trinity Western University. It has my major and everything. I've been trying to apply for scholarships, but a lot of them require college names from the US. I am just feeling so overwhelmed. This is so hard and seems so impossible. How can something so not life-threatening feel so... life-threatening?! I am trying to trust GOD, but I just don't know what HE wants me to do.... I believe TWU is the school for me because I can't seem to get a spiritual bead on any other school. TWU just so happens to be the most expensive school in Canada, for Canadians and foreigners alike and the US doesn't recognize their Linguistics program (which, also, just so happens to be my major) so I won't get much financial aid help. Leave it to me, right.. I keep feeling like their is a miracle just out of reach if I look hard enough, but I just don't know. The first semester starts this September and I don't know what to do. This is the major that will set me off into my ministry and I can't wait any longer for that. This is the time. after this I will be out on my own and I won't be able to pay for anything, especially college. If anybody knows of an organizations that will help me, please answer this thread.