Lovesong Poetry

I heard what you said...

Keep talking..

you keep giving me reasons,
why I don't have to see you.
I had thoughts about it...I always
thought about it..

Congrats, I hope you are happy.
I'm so glad you aren't ashamed of the
person you love..

I don't care anymore..
not my business.
I'm just glad I get to hear the truth,
the truth sets me free.
So thank you for that.

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leave me alone;
it won't be fixed.
No matter what you say or do.
You can't fix this.
I will always remember everything
you did or said to hurt me..
I won't ever forget any of it.

I don't want this anymore.
I don't want it to be fixed.

I want it to be over.

Just leave me alone!

I don't care anymore..

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For always using me,
For abusing me,
For hurting me,
for playing with my mind and heart,
For being so ashamed of me..

I forgive you,
from now on I give it to God
before God I say this,
with Gods help
I will forget it,
as if you never hurt me or were ashamed of me.

I let it go. I let you go.

I am sorry I failed to love you the way you
wanted to be loved.
I am sorry I was never enough.
I am sorry for every time I hurt you
or humiliated you in my own anger.

I pray that you find happiness
with whomever you are with.
I pray your heart is restored, and
gets healed of all your pain.

Goodbye.​