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I am 27. A month ago I left a five year relationship due to the treatment I received. The first year was okay, then the lying started. He lied about talking to other women, he lied about us being together because he didn't want his son's mom finding out he was in a relationship, he just lied. Then he started putting me down and talking about how good other women looked. Then he cheated on me, which I didn't find out until two years later. He continued to put me down saying I wasn't good enough for him. When he got a new job and started making more money that's all he talk about and he tried to make me feel he was better than me, because I happened to be unemployed and still in college. All through this my self esteem diminished to nothing, and I became angry and argumentative. Then he complained about that. Then my brother died in 2012, and he showed no support whatsoever.....I fell into a deep depression. Then he bought a house and did not even tell me and he continued to lie........I feel stupid, hurt worthless and I feel like nothing. I am currently in college, looking for employment and I live at home, and all these things he uses to make me feel worthless. I feel so depressed as if sometimes I have been left alone. I try to pray but still have the same feeling that no one will ever love me.........please pray for me
