Hey Wanderer,
I am here to share something I was asked to do by another member from the site. This is something I shared a while ago during an email reply if I recall correctly and the member ( Your friend in Christ
) thought it would apply as a good answer to your post.
Please remember this something I am sharing to help explain a little bit from what I have learned in my walk with Jesus Christ; in no way do I mean to enforce, judge, or express this as fact of life. If something is incorrect please feel free to point it out as I am always happy to learn what is right God bless!! ^_^
Sometimes in life we seem to be in trouble or suffering the consequences of previous actions. These can come from what others do to us, or random acts of life, and more often our own doings.. in short our previous actions or sins that we commit catch up to us. We pay for our actions, even when God forgives, we are still accountable for our actions or in this case our sins/wrong doings. Even when our actions are good they bear fruit
so for everything that we do in life there will be a fruit to it.
This is a sensitive subject for some in regards to God forgiving sin as some think a simple sorry means all is great and gravy with life, and spiritually it is as long as there is true repentance; however this doesn't mean we don't pay for what we make in life. One thing I try to always remember is that God does discipline his children as any loving father would, but he will never make wrong in our lives.
Here is a great example in Galatians 6:7-10 about how our actions have a consequence.
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7 [/SUP]Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. [SUP]
8 [/SUP]Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. [SUP]
9 [/SUP]Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. [SUP]
10 [/SUP]Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.
Now if I may say from my own personal response to your post.
I would ask my self; Are things going wrong or failing because they are not coming out as I would like or is everything around me crumbling due to my interaction with them?
Sometimes it is because our poor decisions or because there is a plan behind all of this. Ask God where does he want you to go, correct anything you may feel that is wrong and ask for his light on your path. See where does it take you, even when things crumble have faith in him, it all might just be part of the challenge of this chapter in your life.
There are fantastic points already on this thread to help you on this walk and yes you are right, there is a lot more bad things in this world than good, and why he knows we need saving. Remember that Evil is like a waiter, just waiting to serve what you order.
Keep praying to keep temptation at bay and all wrong, keep your self touch with God
God Bless You friend and keep having faith
You are not alone in this path of struggles and remember following God is no easy task brother, so pick up your cross and follow him ^_^! he is there to assist you.