Okay so lately I have fallen into a rough patch in my faith. I know that reading the Bible will solve and answer majority of my questions but I always procrastinate and postpone when I will read. It seems I always remember when I pray to God right before I fall asleep, I will think; "man I should have read the Bible today like I told myself I would, ehh I will do it in the morning."
I think I am honestly scared of this book. I am scared to my bones about the Bible, I feel like I am preparing for my death if that makes any sense. And to think I only have so many years to live is beyond scary. Days are flashing by in an instant, it seems like time is speeding up and I am still the same young 8 year old boy. I know death is inevitable but to read about it nearly everyday is kind of frightening. I know I am still a child to majority of the people on this site, I know the Bible teaches about God, love, Jesus, happiness, and peace, and it tells us about a heaven. But this world is the only thing I have ever known. These people; enemies and friends both make this world livable for me. To think you are forever separated from some of your loved ones because they may have not accepted Jesus Christ as their savior is beyond heart breaking.
I know in my heart I need to read the book for my answers and to quench my thirst (sort to speak) but its either temptation, procrastination, or my own fears that keep me from reading it...
Anyone go through a similar thing please give me guidance. I mean I can pick it up and "read" the book but to me reading is more then just looking at words... I don't want to go through the motions and read a verse or two.
Sorry for the depressing post.
I think I am honestly scared of this book. I am scared to my bones about the Bible, I feel like I am preparing for my death if that makes any sense. And to think I only have so many years to live is beyond scary. Days are flashing by in an instant, it seems like time is speeding up and I am still the same young 8 year old boy. I know death is inevitable but to read about it nearly everyday is kind of frightening. I know I am still a child to majority of the people on this site, I know the Bible teaches about God, love, Jesus, happiness, and peace, and it tells us about a heaven. But this world is the only thing I have ever known. These people; enemies and friends both make this world livable for me. To think you are forever separated from some of your loved ones because they may have not accepted Jesus Christ as their savior is beyond heart breaking.
I know in my heart I need to read the book for my answers and to quench my thirst (sort to speak) but its either temptation, procrastination, or my own fears that keep me from reading it...
Anyone go through a similar thing please give me guidance. I mean I can pick it up and "read" the book but to me reading is more then just looking at words... I don't want to go through the motions and read a verse or two.
Sorry for the depressing post.