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Alright, so I just wanted to say sorry to several people-
Lately I have been having a foggy mind and I kept asking God "Why" and I can't think or something.
SO, God was all "It's because you are extremely prideful and self-righteous, you have been placing yourself above ME, saying you understand everything" and I just, I kept asking "OKaY ARE YOU SURE THAT YOU WANT ME TO TELL OTHERS THIS? AND APOLOGIZE???". I kept opening and closing the Bible, but God didn't answer me because I knew in my heart it is true and this feeling won't leave. So I wanted to say sorry, I understand literally nothing. People on threads and in the chat before, I came off judgemental and mean, frustrated, self-righteous, thinking I am better, but I am not. I am no better than anyone and am really lower than all because of this, I am very, very sorry about that. I REALLY am sorry. I kept thinking ways to get out of this, but even if I did, it would not go away. Sorry everyone. If I mess up, and come off self-righteous, judgemental, and all-knowing, tell me straight up man. Just straight up tell me. Because I do not want my heart to get bitter (neither yours), because then this will continue on for me and for others who are hurt.
I pray whoever I came off like that to sees this, deliberately and non-deliberately. Please forgive me for that, I am very sorry. Again, straight up tell me man, just tell me if I mess up, hold me accountable. I have also tried to hide the judgement, self-righteousness, all-knowing stuff in my heart, making it seep through my words in secret, but God knows my heart. Sorry again. Like, I am extremely sorry if I hurt you and put you under my feet. AND also, if you at all did anything like that to me, or said something mean in your heart or non-deliberately or secretly said something mean or nasty, like I did and do (again, I am sorry I said those things, even in my heart) to me, I forgive you, whoever you are, I may not remember all but I forgive you, because ME, being wrong, I put myself above you and in return you did that too either in open, or in secret. I also have come off condemning both in secret and open, so sorry about that. There is no excuse for it.
Lately I have been having a foggy mind and I kept asking God "Why" and I can't think or something.
SO, God was all "It's because you are extremely prideful and self-righteous, you have been placing yourself above ME, saying you understand everything" and I just, I kept asking "OKaY ARE YOU SURE THAT YOU WANT ME TO TELL OTHERS THIS? AND APOLOGIZE???". I kept opening and closing the Bible, but God didn't answer me because I knew in my heart it is true and this feeling won't leave. So I wanted to say sorry, I understand literally nothing. People on threads and in the chat before, I came off judgemental and mean, frustrated, self-righteous, thinking I am better, but I am not. I am no better than anyone and am really lower than all because of this, I am very, very sorry about that. I REALLY am sorry. I kept thinking ways to get out of this, but even if I did, it would not go away. Sorry everyone. If I mess up, and come off self-righteous, judgemental, and all-knowing, tell me straight up man. Just straight up tell me. Because I do not want my heart to get bitter (neither yours), because then this will continue on for me and for others who are hurt.
I pray whoever I came off like that to sees this, deliberately and non-deliberately. Please forgive me for that, I am very sorry. Again, straight up tell me man, just tell me if I mess up, hold me accountable. I have also tried to hide the judgement, self-righteousness, all-knowing stuff in my heart, making it seep through my words in secret, but God knows my heart. Sorry again. Like, I am extremely sorry if I hurt you and put you under my feet. AND also, if you at all did anything like that to me, or said something mean in your heart or non-deliberately or secretly said something mean or nasty, like I did and do (again, I am sorry I said those things, even in my heart) to me, I forgive you, whoever you are, I may not remember all but I forgive you, because ME, being wrong, I put myself above you and in return you did that too either in open, or in secret. I also have come off condemning both in secret and open, so sorry about that. There is no excuse for it.