the forgotten friend

Yes. Many years ago I had two best friends. We went through many life experiences together. I protected one on various occassions because he wasn't physically strong. The other was a state level wrestler so did not need protection; however, he was financially needy and needed financial assistance. I assisted him financially.

Then one night I had a powerful dream that all three of us were caught in a deadly snowstorm on a high mountain pass and we were running down the trail for our lives.

Suddenly, I dropped to the ground injured. My friends stopped for a minute and told me to get up. I tried but I couldn't get up. Then they looked at each other and ran off down the trail abandoning me to die in the snow.

A number of years later, I became very sick and lost my job. They then abandoned me. The dream became reality. They went on to be come successful wealthy people with beautiful rich families and became verbally abusive to me if I talked with them. The reason for this was because they didn't need me anymore and I could no longer help them achieve their goals. I stopped trying and never heard from them again. They hadn't been real friends. I was left in poverty and sickness alone.

God told me to forgive them. I have. Life goes on...

It's happened to me multiple times. One of the most confusing things ever. Like the weather changing.

There is something about me that attracts people who are at a transition in their life to befriend me. People who have a strong personality and are on the verge of a change like to be my friend and I don't know why.
Unfortunately, once they do start to change and find out who they are they stop talking to me, even if we were really close.

I don't really open myself to people easily these days like I used to, so it doesn't really happen anymore.